So I just started my job today, and it's great, but it's pretty overshadowed by the fact that I can't be with my family on Christmas. I only have Christmas day off, which means that I can't go home. I'm gonna be stuck in Pittsburgh alone. And oh yeah, I can't go home for thanksgiving either. Again, gonna be stuck in Pittsburgh alone.

There's too much for me to deal with anymore. I can't fucking take it.